A pain burns in me like you wouldn’t believe
Fires eating all the love I receive
Leaving me bitterly twisted,
Upright with resistance
To spin out of control
Taking up everything I see
Whirlwind motion
Destroying this all
Alongside me
Push those away who
Could get hurt in the chaos
Blow out all candles
All beacons for I am
Meant to be lost
Don’t look for me it’ll be at your detriment
I don’t appreciate the sentiment
Just leave me wondering the darkness
Where I can hide and hurt less
In among the people,
The world outside my walls
My pain throbs, I cannot
Ignore its gravity.
Grasping not to fall.
So let me drop,
Let me let myself go
I cannot cope with anymore
I’ll shatter again
This one thing I know
Don’t come back for me
Keep your eyes looking on
And when you’re far
Enough up the road
You’ll turn and I’ll be gone.