Come all these twiists and turns
With each new venture, a new thing I learn
Not just about my familiar self
About each of the rest of you as well
It is said if you can’t relate to others
Regarding the darkness of our brothers
Little awareness is had of your own
Overtime, this is what I’ve been shown
I was born in a life with little light
I learned to appreciate the beauty of my night Occasionally it drags me kicking and screaming
Out of my reality to my incessant dreaming
Even there I made sure I honed my skills
To mostly dodge each one of my ills
I acknowledge each and move swiftly on
Fighting for a time they’ll be gone
Still, the delphic chaos takes my heart
I’m emotionally thrown back to the start
So I search for a secret short cut
To quickly pull myself back up on luck
Simply, if I dwell on each confusion
There’ll be too much water to achieve fusion
I lose any hope of sparking again.
I can’t be lost in that darkness again
I might not find a way out then
Years I gathered information of relevance
To help me along each and every step,
I’ve tried my hardest to let go of regret
Snippets of effort combined to release
The toxins in my soul restricting peace
I welcome in the H2O swiftly in
To wash the toxicity out through my skin
Slowly cleansing each cell to be sane
Gathering speed, just in the slow lane
That’s cool, though, really it is
I’ve waited half a life time for this
A millimetre a year is better than none
And… when this is over and I’ve won
There won’t be anything I’m not ready for
No more nasty surprises behind closed doors
Only not knowing what the future will hold
Filled with a million pages, poems untold
Eventually I will put down this sword
On the day I won’t have to fight anymore